My Eternity

My Eternity

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

Ask me when I should forget you

Tell me if you're bothered by your doubts

Shall I call you double minded?

Or the person who has suspicion

You are troubled by your own heart

Afraid not, for I am with you

I tell when I should forget you

When a sparrow pecks a soil

From the tallest mountain of the world

To transfer into the wide ocean

It requires one peck every year

Now tell me if I don’t love you

I tell when I should stop loving you

When a barrel should be filled

By the water from the sky

But it must be a drop every year

To fill it up and burst

Now tell me if I will leave you

I really cherish you my lady

But I don’t want your doubtful heart

If you chained me by your love

Let it remain forever and ever

If the heavens will give me endless life

It is the extension of my endless love

When

"When"

“WHEN”

By Mark Kaven Lazaro

When the flower never bloom

Its time come, oh time of doom

When the candle get melted

Life of light will be ended

When my feet will be cut off

That is journey’s end thereof

When I stop myself breathing

It’s death of my every thing

When the ocean deepen drain

I shall cherish you in vain

When the great sun never rise

I shall never be enticed

When the earth has passed away

My love will never stay

The life is like a vapor

But love stays as an ore

Life quantifies existence

I make this as evidence

I will love you etern’ly

Sorry, my soul has to flee  

The Morning Star

"The Morning Star"
by Mark Kaven Lazaro


Here am I waiting for the time

Trying to be next in  line

Aiming to have my own great shrine 

Honor that I want to be mine

I want to sit on lofty throne
And I want my name to be shone
Living on the place where roof''s cone
My highness will never be gone

Here am I falling very fast
Here's the fire that never be last
He send me down to cast
Oh my power  will never blast

Wake up! Wake up! now I'm awake
Sweating, holding my head I shake
It terrifies to see that lake
 Morning Star's path I wont take

The Rose

"The Rose"

"The Rose"
by Mark Kaven Lazaro


Verily, verily Thou possess the great beauty

The bees are surrounding thee that want to feel the chase

Thou entice thee yet thou get their madly charity

As you move through the air like they really want to taste

Verily, verily a bee that could be won thee

He is able to conquer his thousands of foe
Deceive him not for you have thorns behind leaves of thee
Like the great man who fell and rolled his eyes to his toe  

The Cry of Brown Men

"The Cry of Brown Men"

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

Many years we own this land
we cherish, we protect this

Many spears were raised 

Then brown men cried "This is ours!"

The bloods were shed and spilled

In the soil where we stand on

Bows and arrows defended

Against the white and yellow

Many names were written down

Known for their love for the land

Lead it not to vanity

Fellows fight  for what is ours

"The Air" 

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

"Fly Boy"

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

"A Feather"

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

"A Feather"

A Feather

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

A feather came from a bird that flew

Flying through the air to reach the ground

Here is a girl running to catch it

She is giving her full best to get

"I was on the sparrow's wings fly high

Now I am here holding by a child

I was one of them that beautifies

Now I am useless unlike before"

From the soft little hands there it lies

She is happily playing with it

This girl enjoys the waste part of bird

A feather  came from greatness that flew

"Once There was a Very Beautiful Girl"

"Once There was a Very Beautiful Girl"

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

Once there was a very beautiful girl

Many gents wanted to win her whole heart

They are attracted to her as I was

Like thousand bees looking for a flower

I am a simple man having nothing

Yet I do not have something special

I possess nothing so great but my love

Sadly I’m one of the men who have it

All I want was to get noticed by her

But it was impossible to see me

It was impossible to love me

That time, that moment, she doesn’t see me

When I got chance to see her closely

When she passes me by she turned my world

She turned her head straightly to me

I thought she didn't see me, I was wrong

Now I have everything for I own her

And I possess more than billions of gold

To live with my life and my treasure

Is more than to live with bed of silvers

Out of billion men here in this big world

I never thought I could feel this feeling

Being loved by someone that I cherish

Together forever I will love her

"The Moonlight"

“The Moonlight”

By Mark Kaven Lazaro

Here am I lying on my bed of loneliness

Putting my head on my pillow of teardrops

How I wish the Maker never created night

For the moonlight always give me laments and grief

Every sob from my soft shorten salty lips  

Inside my chest there’s my heart that wants to come out

 It beats as fast as the tick-tock of my clock

To get alive but not to beat for someone else

I want to live far from this place where I get hurt

For every time I lie down look through my window

There your window and I see you making heaven
Together with your moon where I hear wolf’s cry

"Fly Boy"

“Fly Boy”

 by Mark Kaven Lazaro

I remember when I was a child

My dad lifts me over his shoulder

While stretching my arms like flying

He holds me tightly saying “fly boy!”

I remember when I was a teen 

My dad says he looks good as I am

While I am combing my cool hairdo

He sips his coffee and said “take care”

When I am already twenty one

My dad holding my childhood pictures

While I’m answering my girl’s phone call

He laughed and said “I’ll miss this cool boy”

Now I am standing here to fight

Ready to ride on my own stealth

I remember my dad said “fly boy”

Now I’m flying, I will miss you dad

The war ended up, time to come back

I returned to my home where he was

I got shock when I saw white stone

There his name written so I kneeled down

I cried and said why he didn’t wait

Here am I Dad returned back again

I felt someone whispers saying that

“It is my time, I have to fly boy”

Many Nights

Many Nights

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

Many nights I pray to GOD

Lift me up, make me glad

For I am broken and sad

You know, she hurt me so bad

Seeing my love with other

It makes me mad and bitter

Pain for myself, joy for her

Thought it would last forever

Now, I want to end this soon

I don’t want to mourn in noon

And sleep tightly when there’s moon

Heal my heart, my heart like loon

Unfaithfully

There was Iago walking

I stared while confusing
How will I stop the death
 breaking the neck to stop breath

How will I fight this feeling

For all my doubts are killing

I want to end this with peace

Begging for truth so please

I saw Claudius in our bed 

My hands got hard, eyes turned red

I've been betrayed by my wife

Oh I want to take the knife

Do not want to be Hamlet
That things will fall to regret
I would like to live longer
Living longer life with her

But how will I believe her
She found heaven with other
Heaven which I gave the best
How hurt she leaves when I rest




[There is  nothing to do with the author's love life]
[hahahaha]

To Have Friend

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

To have friend is to have a brother

To have friend is to have a comforter

To have friend is to have a joker

To have friend  wont make an island but a cluster

To have friend is to have guide

To have friend is to have someone to abide

To have friend is to have trips where he can ride

To have friend is to have someone always at your side

To have friend is to have someone who will make you smile 

To have friend is to have someone will stay and listen for a while

To have friend is to have someone who join you walk every mile

To have friend is to have someone you always have and watch you walking the aisle  

Having a friend will make you complete

Having a friend will make relationship strong as concrete 

Having a friend requires forever, no one to leave

Having friend must be a lifetime happiness never to have seethe

I've Met

by Mark Kaven Lazaro
(dedicated to Jan Marini Tobias)


I've met my Aphrodite in our school

Everyone knows that she's cute and beautiful

She was first year college that time

But secretly I had a great sublime

I've met my Ms. Universe in our school

She was so nice,charming and pretty

She reigned the universe, yes she did

That is my own world where my heart lives

I've met my Thisbe in our school

But instead of hole we looked by the window

Never to have love story like Pyramus and her

Because there was no reason to have the word "together"

I've met my Helen in our school

Though  they wanted to have her and get her

I was Paris who was lucky for choosing me 

I was amazed that she ran with me

I've met my Narieh in our school

She is the maiden in four persons that I have mentioned

She's no longer a single but she still carry those title

She's no longer single because being mine is her title

   

When There is Rain

When there is Rain

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

When there is rain I use to lie on my bed

Watching the billions of teardrops that shed

I think it brings the people to dread

Because when it’s more than rain it makes people dead

I wish for this world to vanish the tragedy

Because it makes heaven’s eyes cry so heavy

We are like the mouth that taste salty

Tasting the cost of reality uneasily

When there is rain I remember the agony

For many suffered and died because we made nature angry

When there is rain I want everyone in safety

Because the angry sky will return our cruelty

Unfinished

Walking by the road where I find myself alone

The sky is gray as ash that scattered from above

The wind so cold makes me chill and my weak bone

The mood, the ambiance that fits to girl feels unloved

As she takes the road with her man

Holding each other's hand yet swinging

She find her happiness, from her past it's more than

No one disturb because his and her is the everything

The Poor Child

The wind so cold blowing to child's face

Walking downtown carrying rugs to sell

The feet have no sleepers,seem no grace

To catch people's attention she use her bell

Shouting "rugs!..rugs!" please buy some

Until her poor voice is almost gone 

No one bought until the rain come

She ran but she tripped by someone

The rugs were on the watery ground

Until she come home brought nothing

No food to eat that night, just sleep and hear rain's sound

Waiting for help before  she was find not breathing

Sometimes

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

Sometimes in our life we think we couldn't find someone

Someone who will pick you up from downfall

Sometimes we are tired for seeking the right one

Someone that you can call yours and who will make you whole

Sometimes we say,"I finally found you babe " or honey

When we look to others, our promises go vanish

Sometimes we say " you will always be the one baby"

When we can easily make relationship wrong and let it perish

Sometimes we need to stop and think seriously

For us to realize why these things happen

Sometimes we just need to wait and stop seeking hardly

For us to know who will come behind  failures to fix  broken

Sometimes in our life, we find happiness when God gave someone

Saying "Learn to wait, I have better for you"

Sometimes the one he gave wouldn't call you some one but only one

Saying " I will never leave you like others do to you"

The Same

by Mark Kaven Lazaro


I was walking when I saw you starring

It's not me  but the other girl standing

I looked at the park where the swing is swinging

A place where we use to go, but she was waiting

I ran crying  until I reach my house

Then I was looking through mirror near douse

I saw myself wearing your gift that was the blouse

My knees fell on the floor. I thought I was roused

I want to forget you and erase your name

You made me broken and drowned from shame

I don't want to remember the time you came

I thought you're different but you were the same

Rain

Listening to the billions gnashing of teeth

How I love to hear while I lay on my bed

Watching to the endless tear drops like excess from seethe

But sometimes it let me think heavens cry so it shed

The poor feeling  starving yet ruined the  shelter

How many times the sky will fall its sadness

Until the tired eyes get sleep not to dream but to feel better

It showers the drowning hearts from madness

But how will it bring the sun into the rain

A child can answer it while enjoying the shower

No tears for them, its's happiness instead of pain

The infinite drops bring many feelings forever

From a Far Place

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

From the far place

Where used to go to shout your name

Tightly  holding necklace

To reminisce the time you came

Oh I close my eyes and dropped only a tear

Standing in the grassland sobbing like child

This will be the last time I utter your name,I won't hear

A funeral for my heart, need to resurrect for it died

Now the endless night will come

Sleeping in cold bed in my empty room

Waiting to lighten by ones or some

No, Yes, I am confuse because I thought this is doom

A sorry for My Girl

by Mark Kaven Lazaro

They say it's okay to commit mistakes

Learning from it will be the in disguise profit

But this one always make my heart shakes

Because It's hard to escape and get well from it

Aiding  one's wound which made by you

Is an obscure task but you must be responsible

What will I do if I hurt my love, that's you

I'd met my stupidity, Oh no I wasn't able

Love and hurt,words which should not be meet

I hope you forgive and still love me

If you say yes, I'll hug you so fleet

Being my girl ,yet  we will always be

Hold Me Still

Hold Me  Stillby Mark Kaven Lazaro

You found me in a lonely fields

Following by the wind my hair in the air

I opened my arms as a tulip blows and yields

Then you comfort me knowing that's your flair

The aura of a sepia covered the place

Where you  and me were there holding each other

In far place like this that she'll never trace

Please hold me still, keep me away from her 

My tired heart was totally surrendered 

Let endless love replace the endless pain

Stay with me ,we will never be suffered

Until we both realized that our love is not in vain

Light House

-by Mark Kaven Lazaro

As we walked with you so long
You never tell us the things so wrong
You have gigantic skill to lead the throng
How happy to go with where I belong


As we follow the right  way
Which we always take day by day
The sky changed its color into gray
And we noticed we stepped in the miry clay


You taught us those things right
But those were not in our sight
Now you're like lighthouse that gives light
But never seen the darkness of place in the night


You said don't do this, don't do that
Now we are mislead like a lost cat
You directed what you didn't take the path
Do not be lighthouse, if you won't take wrath

How Did You Say You Love Me

How did you say you love me
If you feel it the same to other woman
You said we'll be together, could it be?
If the time spent to them is more than

Liar is the man who utter precious words
But fails to prove and show what love is
Giving to deserving heart that really accords
One is to one with love that will never miss

No man can take two roads at the same time
Be with the one not to seek for better someone
Love is like a song with perfect meaning and rhyme
Singing by us together holding still when it's done

I hope you hear my heart desires
Never look for new 'cause I'll give you best
Showing the truth is what I want not those satires
Is the good feeling for a thing inside my chest